HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Halloween. It's my most hated holiday in the world, but every year I always seem to have a wonderful time. This year Taylor had to work from 10 in the morning to 11 at night so I was kinda bumbed because I was going to be all alone on Halloween. I called my best friend Valerie up and we decided that we were going to have a girls night. We went and ate AMAZING!!! soup at my grandma Atkinson's house and got to see the cousins in their costumes.
After that we went to Valerie's house and got to talk to her parents and see her brothers before they left to go do their own thing for Halloween. Then we decided that we wanted to watch a movie, we looked to see what was playing at the movie theater and there was nothing that really interested us, so we went to Crazy Mikes and rented The Green Lantern.
We came to my house to watch it and to our surprise there was balloons tied to my door with two cute little pumpkins full of my favorite chocolate!!! Of course I knew they were from my amazing neighbors, THANKS COREY AND DAYMI!!! After we ate some chocolate we put the movie in and right away we knew that the movie was going to suck, and guess what??? it did hahaha yeah The Green Lantern is not a movie to buy, so don't waste your money.
Like I've said before Halloween is not my favorite holiday but every year I always have a great time. Thank you Valerie for spending Halloween with me, I had such a great time and I love that we can do anything together and we can always leave with a smile. HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!

MARRIED FOR A YEAR!!!

How awesome is this Taylor and I have been married for one whole year!!! Taylor and I had an amazing day. We woke up this morning and got an hour couples massage at the day spa that I work at and it was amazing!!! Taylor was so nervous about getting one but he ended up really liking it. After that we went paintballing with our friends which was so much fun I got shot in the face mask and really hard in the shoulder which gave me a welt by the way.
After playing paintball for a few hours we went home got all prettied up and went to dinner at Texas Road House. They treated us very well we got to take home to baskets of rolls with cinnamon butter, and they also gave us a free pate of ribs, I think the waitress did that because I ordered the ribs at first but then I didn't want them so I ordered steak instead so I think she just wanted to show me what I was going to be missing out on hahaha.
Then Taylor took me to Fat Cats and we got to see Real Steel which was so so so AMAZING!!! I loved that movie I was yelling in my head because it's a really intense movie but I loved it. After the movie we went home and I came home to my bedroom all lit with candles it was so romantic!!! HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TAYLOR I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

From Here On Out We Look Up

We got a call from our doctor today and we got some exciting news, my blood test came back and Taylor and I are able to start trying to have a baby again in a couple of months!!! We are so excited to start trying again hopefully everything will go well this time. We are going to be so prepared for this little baby to come, I can't wait to try again.

I'm So Blessed

I love general conference weekend! It's a relaxing day where me and my husband can stay home and listen to the wonderful men that happily serve our lord and really strive to understand what they are saying and how to take it in and try to be the people they want us to be. It's been a rough week but also a happy week for my husband and I, we found out we were pregnant on September 19th and then found out that we lost the baby on September 28th. I find this experience such a hard trial but a wonderful blessing. Everybody keeps telling us that we need to be happy and move on, It's so hard to be happy and move on when you thought you were going to have something that would last forever but it ended before it even started.
As time goes by we feel more comfort and peace that the lord wants Taylor and I to have a baby but he wants us to be more prepared for the next little baby to come. We keep telling ourselves that we were prepared for this baby that we lost, but in all reality we weren't. Now that we are both on the same page, we now know that all we need to do to get pregnant is to make sure I get a shot because Taylor and I are different blood types, we also know that our insurance wouldn't have covered us under maternity so that's something that we need to get before we try again.
I'm sad that we lost our baby but I'm at peace. I know that the lord has a little baby spirit waiting for us in heaven and I know that it want's to be here with me and Taylor. I really don't know how I would've gotten over this if it weren't for my wonderful husband, friends and family. I know everything is going to be okay, I know that I will have a baby soon and I know that I will have an eternal family and we will be together forever.
"Though our knowledge of the plan of salvation does not explain why miscarriages and stillbirths take place, nor what the eternal result will be, we can know with confidence that God, who is the father of all spirits, is merciful and just. We can know also that there is hope. Worthy parents can trust in him and know that they and all his spirit children will—one way or another—receive a just reward for their efforts and sacrifice, perhaps in ways that we do not presently comprehend." (Val D. Greenwood, manager of special services, Temple Department, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. )
Thank you Daymi for all your love and support I appreciate everything that you said and I'm so grateful for you and your wonderful family. We love you and thank you.

A Blessing in Disguise

Today has been a very emotional day, Taylor and I lost our baby today and I am not handling it very well. I'm very sad, I was so excited that Taylor and I were going to have a sweet little baby in our home, but even though we are struggling with the fact that we are no longer pregnant I look at this as a blessing. We figured out today that our insurance doesn't even cover any maternity at all so that would've been a problem if anything happened to me or the baby. We know now that we are able to conceive a child so we can always try again. And I know that I have another little baby waiting in heaven for me and Taylor and I want nothing more than to bring that little baby here with it's family and to raise it in the gospel as the Lord intended us to. I am not mad at the Lord in anyway, in fact I am very grateful to him for allowing me to have that little baby inside me for as long as it was. I keep thinking how my sister wanted to have a baby but it just never happened but she had strong faith to keep trying and she knew that she was going to be a mother some day. Now look at her, she is 11 weeks pregnant and I am so excited for her and Chris, I'm glad that she still has her baby and that I can be it's aunt. Baby Romney your daddy and I love you so much and we already miss you, please help us to make it through this and to be able to have another special little baby. I'm going to miss being pregnant. But this is not the end, it's only the beginning. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY ROMNEY!

One Month To Go

   Taylor and I have been married for 11 months TODAY!!! I can't believe how fast the year has gone by, I look back at all the adventures Taylor and I have gone through I just can't help but smile. I've known Taylor for 5 years and I'm so happy that we can't get enough of each other. He is my best friend and I love being his wife. I'm so excited for more adventures to come in our lives. I love you baby!!!! Happy 11 Month Anniversary!!!

Amazing Weekend With My Amazing Friends And Husband

   Taylor goes back to school in like 2 days so we got all our friends together and decided that we were going away for the weekend to our friend Cade's cabin to go boating, we had an amazing time. When we first got to the cabin it was 7 o'clock and they had pizza waiting for us which was very nice because I was starving! but when we got their I noticed a ring on Cade's girl friends finger.......CADE IS ENGAGED!!! We are so excited for him and Rachel. After we celebrated with them we all played a getting to know you game because we had some new faces in our group but it was so much fun and hilarious if I might add.
   The next day we all woke up and had an amazing breakfast that the wonderful men made for us lovely ladies, then after we cleaned up the cabin and headed out to the lake!!! We rode and the boat, tubed, jet skied, the boys waked board and Taylor and I got an amazing sun burn. I am not excited for Taylor to go back to school but I know he has to. We had an amazing weekend  I don't want summer to end but I have a feeling that there will be some amazing things that will happen this fall/winter.