One Sleepless Night

   It's 2:00 in the morning and my mind is just going crazy!!! I have so much going through my head I feel like the only way I can get it out is if I write about it. Taylor and I just found out today that we are going to be an uncle and aunt. That's right Kylie is pregnant, I can't believe my older sister is going to be a mommy I'm so happy for her and Chris but then I'm really sad. Don't get me wrong I am so happy and excited for my sister and her husband because they have been trying for a while to get pregnant, I'm just having a hard time coping with the news because I want to have a baby so badly. I feel like my marriage with Taylor has been so amazing! I wouldn't change anything that we've done together, but there is something missing. I always said that I wanted to wait 2 years before we started trying to have a baby but I feel like it's whats missing in our home.
   I know Taylor is a little nervous about having a baby I don't blame him, a baby is a HUGE decision it's going to take a lot of work, baby's are expensive, Taylor is still in school, I know we are both going to loose a lot of sleep and time with one another, and lets face it will I really be the mom I think I'm going to be? And will Taylor be the father I hope he'll be? Right now I really don't know what kind of mom I will be, and I don't know what kind of dad Taylor is going to be, all I know is I'm ready to bring a child into this world and to raise it the way Heavenly Father intended Taylor and I to raise his children. I know the risk of everything I'm saying but every time I think about what my children are going to be like or look like I get the strongest feeling that it's time.
   I have a strong testimony about eternal families. I look not only at my own wonderful family but at my husbands family and I thank the Lord that we have them here on this Earth with us today. If it weren't for our families Taylor and I wouldn't be where we are today. I know that I can be with my family forever, not just on Earth but in heaven as well. I'm going to be praying with all my might that the Lord blesses Taylor and I with a child of our own. I will be as patient as I can and do whatever my husband and the Lord wants me to do. I guess that's really all I can do for right now. I love my husband so much he is the light of my life I don't know what I would do if I ever lost him. I know I say that in all my posts but it's true I married the best man ever and I know that we will be together forever not just as husband and wife but as a family.

                                                                    I LOVE YOU TAYLOR!!!

Day 7/8 of our California trip

   Today is our last day here in Anaheim California Taylor and I are super sad but we are also excited to come back to Idaho. Our last day we spent it in Disneyland. Today was extremely hot so it was really hard on the both of us to walk around and wait in lines all day, but we made it. We made sure to keep a lot of water on us just in case. We bought some ice cream because it was so hot but right as we started eating it, it started to melt hahaha. We got to ride basically every ride today which was nice because it was our last day. My favorite rides were Tower of Terror and the Toy Story Mania.
   It's such a happy day but then it's such a sad day we came home form California today :-( We are super sad but it's time to get back to reality. We came home around 5:30 and went to our brother in laws birthday party. We got some surprising news KYLIE AND CHRIS ARE PREGNANT!!! We are so excited for them I can't believe I'm going to be an aunt. It will be so fun to have a baby around that I can spoil.

Day 6 of our California trip

   Today Taylor and I spent the day in Down Town Disney. We had lunch at this amazing pizza place the sat us outside so while we waited for our food we feed bread sticks to the birds. I know that sounds so weird but I though it was fun they came swarming all over the place poor little babies haha. After our stay in Down Town Disney we went to Medieval Times Dinner Theater it was so cool! We had the red and yellow knight he also kissed and threw a flower to me AHHH super romantic I know hahaha but as the tournament began our knight ended up being the first one to die. PATHETIC!!! But all in all we had a fun day. After we came home and decided to go night swimming it was so nice because it was so hot so it was nice to be cooled off.

Day 5 of our California trip

   We spent another beautiful day in Disneyland! I love it here if I could I would live here as long as I can. Today wasn't as busy as the other days have been. The lines were nice and short so we got to ride a lot more rides so that was super nice. Today was also nice because we got to go souvenir shopping!!! Taylor bought him a picture frame which is very nice, I bought a little stuffed goofy for my future babies it's super cute I'll have to post a picture of it. We also bought Tyra and Paige cute sock from Little Mixes Match they don't match at all but they are so cute and my sisters are crazy so they look even better on them. We bought 2 caramel apples for Chris and Kylie and My parents apparently they were super good so I was happy to hear that they were put to good use. The last thing we bought was a box of chocolate pretzels for Taylor's parents and siblings. California is amazing I don't want it to end.

Day 4 of our California trip

   Today we spent the entire day in Universal Studios it was so much fun. It was my first time being there so it was way different than Disneyland but I loved it. We basically rode every ride that was their and went on the Studio Tour which was amazing!!! On the tour we saw King Kong in 3D I really wish it was a ride it was so much fun because it felt so real like you were actually their with dinosaurs and King Kong himself. SUPER COOL!!!

Day 3 of our California trip

Today Taylor and I spent the whole day in California Adventure, we had a blast just being together. We rode the Tower of Terror 3 times in a row because the lines we so short which was very very nice. I wanted to go see the Aladdin show so badly but Taylor thought he was to manly to see Aladdin so I finally got him to go in and watch it with me and he ended up loving it!!! I was so happy that he liked it the Genie mad him laugh so hard.
   I also won a coin to play a video game at Flynn's Video Games from the movie Tron but I didn't want to use it because I never win anything so I wanted to keep it so I'll always remember my special coin. At the end of the day we wanted to go buy a slushy  so we went to a Seven 11 gas station, well the place smelled so bad I couldn't stand being in the room so we had to leave because I was this close to vomiting!!! Pretty gross I know.

Day 2 of our California trip

   Today was our first day in Disneyland!!! Taylor and I spent the entire day there and we just had a ball. It was super, super busy so the lines were so long it was hard to stand in line forever. My feet were killing me by the end of the day, Taylor was having his own problems but he's a tough boy he can handle anything. We decided to start off easy with Alice In Wonderland & It's A Small World (will only ride that once!) and then moved on to the big rides like Indiana Jones and Star Tours.  Star Tours was awesome because it's a simulator and it's 3D!  When we got into our spaceship and got started, Darth Vader stopped the ship and said he's looking for a spy.  Then a picture popped up on a screen to show who it was and guess who showed up?  Me!  We got a big laugh out of that because we had no idea that was going to happen. Once it started getting dark we stayed and watched World of Color. It was an amazing show it makes me want to be a Disney princess really badly. After the show we went to the Rain Forrest Cafe and ate dinner. I love being here with just Taylor it's really nice just getting away from life and being with the man I love.

Day 1 of our stay in California

   Today was the day that Taylor and I left for CALIFORNIA!!! Well actually we left for California on Sunday August 21, 2011 I really need to keep up with our blog even though I'm the only one that reads these post I still want to remember everything that went on while we were gone. Well Taylor and I were so ready to get out of Rexburg for a while and just be alone, just me and Tay no one else or anything to worry about. We flew out of Idaho Falls around 11:45 and landed in Long Beach around 2:30 it was my first time flying so I was kinda nervous but Taylor just held my hand through it all and I ended up really liking it.
   When we finally got to our hotel Taylor was ready to hit the streets of Anaheim, me on the other wanted to take a long hot shower and actually get ready for the day. Once I was ready to go we went to dinner at Bubba Gumps. It was so much fun, I've only seen Forrest Gump once so being there and actually knowing what everything meant that was around me was so exciting. Our waitress even came to us and we did a Forrest Gump trivia I was so nervous because I've only seen it once and Taylor has seen it probably more than I can count, but the funny thing was is I beat him in the game. hahaha.
   After we got done eating dinner Taylor took me to see Cowboys and Aliens. To my surprise I actually really liked the movie, all action and no romance.......I'm totally kidding about that the whole movie was great it had enough of everything. After our movie we went to the Cheesecake Factory and had their AMAZING cheesecakes. But knowing me I couldn't finish it so we took it home so I could eat it later. We actually ended up throwing it away because we don't have a fridge in our hotel.

   Well that's everything thing that's gone on so far I can't wait to finish the rest of this post once all the pictures are all on. I'll have Taylor get to work on that right now.

Girls Only Weekend.

    So it's back to school time and my mom, my sisters and I took a weekend off and went shopping in Mesula. We had such a great time I know I sound like a newly wed but I really missed my husband. But I did manage buy some cute tops for me and I found some really cute baby clothes for dirt cheap!!! No I'm not pregnant I just get baby clothes to put in my hope chest. We had a really fun time, I love being with my mom and my sisters.
    When we got home I came home to a kindle sitting on my bed!!! Don't ask me why he did this but I absolutely love my kindle and of course my husband. He is so good to me I really don't know what I would do with out him. We have a Atkinson Family Reunion coming up in a couple of days and we are super excited for that we can hang out with them before we leave for California!!! We are also super excited for our trip also.